I really do feel awful a lot, just generally not worth anyone’s time and like I am destroying everything I touch, mostly my own future. I feel so lazy and lonely and like no one will ever take me seriously because I am so awkward and panicky inside around people that I just talk about stupid random shit and never anything important. I feel like a fraud and a waste of life and like I’ll always be outshined by everyone, will never accomplish much and don’t deserve to be me.

Signs as David Bowie singles (1969-1993)

picturepowderinabottle:

Aries: China Girl

Taurus: Heroes

Gemini: Rebel Rebel

Cancer: Starman

Leo: Fashion

Virgo: Changes

Libra: Space Oddity

Scorpio: Life On Mars?

Sagittarius: Ziggy Stardust

Capricorn: Let’s Dance

Aquarius: Ashes To Ashes

Pisces: Loving The Alien

What do I have to look back on? And what will I have to look back on? Currently doesn’t feel like much.

exploringg-now:

Don’t let shitty people ruin your days. Go in the woods instead 🌲🌲

mulletlove:

this is your daily reminder: do not wait for it to get worse

everythingfox:

Wild good boys

I got this feeling in my chest that is old and familiar, that comes when I realize the deep meanings of my life and that stirs up something, that makes me tremble from my core. Last time, I wanted to kill myself. This time I don’t. This time, I want life, the right one.

I want to be how I always thought I should be, but couldn’t. But I can. And I need to.