I went out of the bus this morning, saw a rainbow and got wet and exactly the sme thing happened at school when the graduates took over.

At least my face wasn’t painted with lipstick.

Went for a walk. Fun fact: When I was younger, the tree in the last picture had not swallowed the sign yet.

Summer outfit- I am so going to wear this! (and I love my new-found self-confidence)

5 facts about me

idreammylittledream tagged me to share random facts about myself.

1. My favourite animals are bears, bees, birds and butterflies (not for the alliteration, that just happens to be a bonus) and I love most aspects of nature to the point where some people I know call it ridiculous.

2. My plans for the future include doing a volunteering ecological year after school (it is called FÖJ in Germany) and finishing a bee-keeping training.

3. I am an artist who has run out of relevant things to draw, so I am waiting for my inspiration to revive itself again (as it always does, sooner or later; later in this case)

4. I am honestly so self-absorbed! My own blog is my most frequently visited website on my laptop and my mobile phone and I use the words “I” and “my” far too often.

5. Since summer 2012, my personality has been developing a lot. I have been through dozens of phases of obsession over far too many things that would eventually turn out to be irrelevant, but all of this has (obviously) shaped my character and I am happy to say that I get the feeling of finally coming to peace with myself and the world ~~(goodbye, existential crisis that almost cost my life last autumn)~~

If you read this, congratulations! You have just been invited to share 5 facts about yourself!

At least yesterday has been worth something – I feel a lot better and did well in the exam.

Update: I pretty much completely lost it, went into hysteria mode until I was too exhausted to continue panicking and now I’m fine, no permanent damage done and all I have to do is switch off my phone and study.

Fuck fuckfuckfuck fuck fuck Y’know, I was somewhat able to accept gaining a few (a lot) pounds while actively fighting the binge problem by loosening my restrictions on food as suggested by the therapist and it really worked for some months. However, it appears to have been a waste of time (and my body) as I am right back where I started (being even closer to overweight than during the last critical period of time)

It’s such a beautiful place and I don’t know if I want to leave.

I decided to call my little plant Thomas and I have grown very fond of it.

I love it!