Well, who would have expected that after such a long time?

I am scared. And still insanely happy.

It has come to this.

I can now officially declare that I am fucked up.

I have been trying to get to this point for years.

I think I am finally able to stay here.

Even though that means I will feel like this every day – I can do this.

It is settled.

I will not let another chance go by.

Hello internet and thank you for not complaining about … well, anything.

Also, since I am already posting pointless stuff, I would like to say that I think I am developing a massive crush on my Latin teacher – but that’s really not my fault! I did not ask her to look and act that kind and cute and asdfg!!!

Too bad she’s straight. And married.

Oh, and my teacher, of course.

What a day. Not.

Okay, I am officially confused now.

How many different moods can a human being possibly go through on one day?

Because I think I went through about 75 percent at least.

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Today was supposed to be the day of my official coming out.

How did I forget that?

And why do I realize this now, with both of my parents already being asleep?

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Wow, this is extremely calming. I already do not feel the need to punch someone in the face anymore.

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Dear __________ ,

If I am trying visibly hard not to shout at you, answer in extremely short sentences and even make mean comments about things you say – it PROBABLY means you should just piss off now because that is exactly what I want you to do.

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