I’ve been feeling weirdly tired lately, in the somehow-sad and spiritless way. It feels like I’m hiding in my room, but hopefully it is just because my friends from this city are not around currently. Still, it feels weird, I don’t feel like myself at all.

I’m so fucking tired because I haven’t been able to properly sleep for weeks now. Something’s chasing me out of my dreams every morning, no matter how exhausted I still am. I wake up at the break of dawn, still half asleep, but with my mind wide awake and hostile, so that I am not only in a bad condition physically, but also mentally. I am moody and sad at the same time, which annoys me so much that I write text posts about it.