So surreal
I am feeling so distant
Like all that time ago
And sleepwalking
Nothing is familiar
Everything seems out of place.

My hands look foreign
My voice has changed
My face feels like a stranger’s
My body isn’t mine.

I would like to leave
But the heaviness of my body
Keeps my empty head in place
And my mind works slowly.

Sleepwalking wide awake
Breaking the habit
But not breaking free.