Travel list (plans):

– Iceland

– St. Petersburg

– Baltic Sea coast: especially Finland, Sweden and Lithuania (somewhere, details to be decided)

– Northern Scotland

– to the cold wet ends of the world without ever coming back

Recent adventures in: Am I crushing or not?

Featuring me trying to switch the attraction off, which (surprise!) doesn’t work like that.

Starring my annoying thoughts of “This would not ever work”, “But I like her so much!!”, “She won’t ever think that about you, you’re so boring”, “Fuck you” and “Ughh, but I do still like her”

to be continued in some way…

thelightinthesky:

Today has not been a very good day so far. Today I learned that it is bad to wait and important to do things on time and that my actions (or lack therof) have consequences.

But I’ve got to remember that I’m not the only one that this happens to sometimes. Hardly anyone is as good and flawless as they present themselves. Plus, I have survived nightmareish days, none of any of this could be worse. So it’s alright.

It’s better now, but crap, how that day got worse.

Have you ever noticed how every person who is about to tell you about the death of a loved one gives off the same feeling of catastrophe, that you just know exactly what happened before they speak? My flatmate was the same. I’ll never get used to this, although it already feels deeply familiar, like something core human.

Today has not been a very good day so far. Today I learned that it is bad to wait and important to do things on time and that my actions (or lack therof) have consequences.

But I’ve got to remember that I’m not the only one that this happens to sometimes. Hardly anyone is as good and flawless as they present themselves. Plus, I have survived nightmareish days, none of any of this could be worse. So it’s alright.