(thoughts in the tags)

When you’re scared that once you come out, people will just say „you’re not even that masculine so how could you be a trans dude“

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(dysphoric thoughts in the tags)

Gender is like wanting to peel your own skin off because everyone wants you to fit a certain stereotype or identify a certain way but all you want to do is just live your life in peace without dealing with names and pronouns and whatnot.

– anonymous

A map of my mind in tumblr search suggestions.

I got this feeling in my chest that is old and familiar, that comes when I realize the deep meanings of my life and that stirs up something, that makes me tremble from my core. Last time, I wanted to kill myself. This time I don’t. This time, I want life, the right one.

I want to be how I always thought I should be, but couldn’t. But I can. And I need to.

An update on my sense of self

you-need-to-steep:

i’ve got 99 problems and at least 87 of them would be solved with top surgery and testosterone