I feel so sick and anxious and I think I might even throw up soon, but I am LITERALLY not able to move because I am THAT anxious.
My body is shaking terribly, it does not do what I want it to do, all I am capable of now is typing like crazy and listen to my irregular heartbeat.
I cannot get help.
Everything I thought I had left behind is coming back in these very minutes.
The Light in the Sky 