Schlagwort: …

I don’t want to


get out of bed,
get dressed,
brush my teeth,
shower,
wrap her present,
get up again,
get ready,
leave home,
attend that party,
be forced to talk to all
those so-called friends,
pretend to be fine,
pretend to be happy,
laugh,
eat their disgusting food,
sit in the corner on my own,
be forced to dance,
embarass myself,
say stupid things,
make everybody pity me,
be a nervous wreck for hours,
be photographed while eating,
be photographed while doing anything,
turn as beet red as everyday,
compare myself to them,
not be able to scream in despair,
want to run away,
be burned by self loathing again.

i-wont-forget-you-you-know:

I don’t get why people are saying Frobisher was the evil guy. Alright, he did some things that weren’t “good” but so did Jack. He wasn’t a hero, but he wasn’t a bad guy and he certainly wasn’t “evil”. He was as much a victim as anyone and his fate was just as heartbreaking.

I did like this character because, like I said, he wasn’t “good” and he wasn’t “evil”. He was a middle man through and through, and just so incredibly human. He follows orders and does what he feels he has to to save as many people as he can. With the exemption of the blank page but you must be blind if you don’t see the guilt on his face. All the while he is being used by the people he is following orders from, and he knows it, but he keeps going because he is scared. Scared the world will discover the past dealing with the 4-5-6, scared of the 4-5-6 themselves, and above all, scared for the safety of his children. And after all this, he is betrayed in the worst way. It was all for nothing, his children are not safe like he thought they would be, so he does the only thing he can think of to save them from a fate worse than death. Its horrible and its heartbreaking, but damn that is a well written character.

Side note: All this is from memory (asides from Part One which I have watched recently), so sorry if there are any factual mistakes.