set your past on fire and leave
Kategorie: Allgemein
And I’m afraid of not being true, of missing out, of not being myself, of not feeling, of not having dreams, of being ruined by overthinking and always feeling twitchy and disappointed and uncomfortable..
I want to have emotions, I want to feel something (anything)
It’s bad again.
i owe my body so many apologies

don’t worry, you’re still in the “early life” part of your wikipedia page
its weird being 18, 19, 20 in 2016 because i remember going into kindergarten and seeing those chunky ass giant computers at the desk and then going through school while technology rapidly develops and graduate in a world where people can have the entire internet and more just in their pocket like idk its so strange to me
sorry to add to the post but I remember in 5th grade when they invented the “smart whiteboard” and my school won one for the library and everyone lost their shit because they were so expensive and I graduated high school last year and by the time I graduated every single classroom had one. Watching technology go from glitchy and expensive to powerful and affordable within less than ten years continues to blow my mind


