i still miss her

I miss her, I miss her I miss her….. !!!!

And it’s so pointless because she abandoned me a lifetime ago and we haven’t talked in over six years 

But I miss her and I’ve been the happiest I’ve ever been when I was with her and oh she was my childhood and she is still so wild and pure and wonderful, but she has matured and it makes me think of what could have been, how I could have become, and maybe I love her just a little and maybe it’s pointless and maybe it still breaks my heart, just a little.