waitinginanemptyroom:

It’s my birthday and everyone told me to be happy and I was…

until I failed so hard.

I started crying in front of everyone and then things went downhill.

I am so deeply disgusted. I was so desperate.

I thought I was finally somewhat stable, but it’s back.

It’s my birthday, my favorite day of the year usuall and I have locked myself in my room to sit in front of my laptop.

I feel so pathetic.

I feel so disgusted.

I would like to cry now.

This does not suit my feelings at all, but I wanted to run away from my laptop as fast as possible, so I had to type quickly and everything.

Overall, it was a very stupid day.